Brother, Where Art Thou?

Sooo....I really need to be studying for a bio practicum I have tomorrow, but I was just overcome with emotion. I was on facebook just clicking around and I saw my brother changed his relationship status to "in a relationship".

I am just upset because this girl of his most likely knows him better than I do. She's probably known him longer than I have. I have this protective older sister syndrome, but is it even warranted? I couldn't tell you about my brothers' idiosyncrasies. I couldn't tell you what made them tick. I don't have any funny stories about their childhood. I don't have any childhood memories of them. I don't know if I can dictate how I feel right now. It's like that saying "blood is thicker than water" doesn't apply, because our blood has been diluted by nearly two decades of disconnect.

I love my brothers.
They make me smile.
Raised apart, but we're so much alike.
Now that they're in
They'll never escape my life.
They say a siblings bond is one unbreakable
They also say, don't believe everything they say
All I want is to experience that ease
That comes with knowing someone for years
But to get that, I guess I have to start...here.