Or is it my God
Sending down a frown on me?
Discontent with the way I've been living.
Uphill on a snowy mountain
No snow boots
I've been slipping.
I put my hands down to catch me when I fall.
But I'm reaching in the wrong direction
Relying on a misconception
I forgot about the one whose been there since my conception.
You see everyone's always telling me to trust no one.
They say in this world you can only count on one.
And in the midst of it all, they got me believing
That the one is myself. You see, them folks are deceiving.
I let myself down a lot times infinity.
Man, even I can't win with me.
Ya feeling me
I walk around here like a nun on drugs
Shhh...
I hope ya eyes are wide shut so you don't see me bug
-gin out. No doubt this act can be draining
Planned the perfect picnic then it's started raining
Seems nothing comes out just the way I want
I'm broken inside, but you believe the front
Quiet Christian girl with no obvious afflictions
Little do you know I have a hidden addiction
No it's not on sex, drugs, or alcohol
This problem is purely mental
Patience is that virtue I yet not possess
Stamina and trust have eluded me yet
I'm tired of playing, but I'm out of time outs
I got one more chance before I foul out
I look to my left and notice God bench riding
19 years playing by myself. I'm tired
Trust in the world
First class ticket to hell
Reach my hands up; don't wanna take this flight
God is in control now
I'm taking a break
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